Saturday, May 16, 2015

Riju.

Wake up.

Nobody's waiting anymore.
The bottle isn't the answer (12 shots a day!, seriously?!). Nothing is. The whole world knows you're a good student. The whole world knows you have a self destruct button which you like to press.

Listen, get up from this stupor. It has been 70 days of unrestricted debauchery. Yes. The room is clean, and nobody can find a trace, but I know what you've been up to.

The alcohol wouldn't do any magic, you know that.

The self destruction must stop.

Wake up.

Riju!! You must not kill yourself!

You believe people would come back? Why would you even think that way. Everyone is a tissue, Riju. We have had this conversation.


You must stop loving people. Yes. That is your problem. Stop loving. love, has many levels, and you dwell on all of them. Can you not stop? The more you love, trust people, the more you'll get hurt. That's the simple equation.

Memories, don't exist, mofo! that's why they are memories. The people you envision have changed! they have different attires now, different bodies, minds. Accept that. Nobody waited for you. Nobody. Everybody is loving themselves. It seems you are the only stupid mofo who loves others. Don't do that. Because love corrodes. It corrodes your being, your self.

Shono, this world is not made out of love. You want to know what it is made out of? Deception and hatred and ruthless sense of the self. Nobody is like you. Across the Universe happened only as a movie. Not in reality.
Yes. And the funniest bit is, how everyone got along with it. Such mind sluts! But that's real, bitch! 
Also, she has gone, Riju. She has gone. She is happy somewhere else. Deal with it! No matter how much you love her, she ain't even going to cry over your dead body. She wont. Why? because she has chosen not to! And you, you are incorrigible, dwelling on your memories. Get alive. and real. Nobody loves you other than yourself. So, don't kill your own being.
Nobody is there, don't you get it? Nobody wants to see you, unless you bring out your element. So do it! Hate everyone and bring out your element.
They are living. You are dying by the drop. Riju. Someone somewhere perhaps, perhaps....needs you. So, Live!

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